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Name: chad
Birthday: 5/25/1989
Gender: Male


Interests: Cars,sound systems for cars, paintball,hangin with my friends u know who u r, and some more shit
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Occupation: Student
Industry: Engineering


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Member Since: 10/19/2003

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Currently Listening
Still Searching
By Senses Fail
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this is goin be short and to the point nov 26th senses fail electric factory hell yes i wanna go.

oh and i got there new cd it's great u should go buy it


Monday, September 25, 2006

Currently Listening
Let It Enfold You
By Senses Fail
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There's poison in my drinking glass
Don't stop just sip it down
And in a swirling masquerade of sound
My body hits the ground
I'm beautiful when I'm asleep
Martini kisses land
On my blistered bloody scarlet lips
The bottles in my hand

Burn out, not fade away [x6]

I'll speak in riddles so you can understand
I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
So in love with me like sand to wet feet
I'll write both our names into the wet concrete

We're glistening like silver spoons
Beneath the summer night
Oh can you smell the subtle hint of frost
As the flowers start to cry
The autumn winds are bringing graves
To all the emerald trees
They're so beautiful in their dismay
The colors slowly bleed

Burn out, not fade away [x6]

I'll speak in riddles so you can understand
I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
So in love with me like sand to wet feet
I'll write both our names into the wet concrete

The pawns will fade away
(Burn out, not fade away)
(Burn out, not fade away)
The king's at his checkmate
(Burn out, not fade away)
(Burn out, not fade away)
And I sit here with a sick grin
Choking as I laugh until I die.

Burn out, not fade away [x4]



Sunday, September 17, 2006

Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown
The dream is gone
And I have become
Comfortably numb......................

 i need someone to cheer me up. this weekend pretty much SUCKED thats the only way to explain it.


Friday, September 15, 2006

Currently Listening
...Is a Real Boy
By Say Anything
a walk through hell
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this week has seemed so long. i miss. theres so much shit i can't  stand at school. it doesn't help that EVERYDAY when i leave school i see him. and everyday it reminds me of how i failed. i know i should move on but i dont want to. i wish things could be differnt but they aren't. i could really use some advice on what i should do

<3

 

And if I could swim, I'd swim out to you in the ocean,
Swim out to where you were floating in the dark.
And if I was blessed, I'd walk on the water you're breathing,
To lend you some air for that heaving sunken chest.

'Cause they chose you as the model for their empty little dreams,
With your new head and your legs spread like a filthy magazine.
And they hunt you, and they gut you, and you give in..

And if I was brave, I'd climb up to you on the mountain,
They led you to drink from their fountain, spouting lies.
And I'd slay the horrible beast they commissioned
To steer me away from my mission to your eyes.
And I'd stand there, like a soldier, with my foot upon his chest,
With my grin spread, and my arms out, in my bloodstained Sunday's best,
And you'd hold me, and remind you who you are.. under their shell...

(chorus)
I'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes
These soles are useless without you
Through hell for you, let the torturing ensue;
My soul is useless without you...

And if they send a whirlwind, I'd hug it like a harmless little tree
Or an earthquake, I'd calm it, and I'd bring you back to me,
And I'd hold you in my weak arms like a first born

I'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes,
these soles are useless without you
Through hell for you, let the torturing ensue
My soul is usless without you..
(through hell for you)
(through hell for you)
Without you, without you...
(through hell for you)
Without you
(through hell for you)

Now I've walked through hell for you
What's an adventurer to do,
But rest these feet at home with you?


Sunday, September 10, 2006

The shit I said in the post before this was when I was super pissed. I want her to know I will be there for her for anything and everything. She still means a lot to me but I guess I have to live with the fact that I can't have her more then friends. I could never be mad at her. As we laid that in my bed it was so hard to hold bak the teats everytime I looked at her it just reminded me of the person I can't have the person I can't be wit. She wants to be with him and not me as much as I don't want to hear those words that's the truth and I have to live wit that. I wish things could go bak to the way they were bak to when we had so much fun together. I still look in my blazer and she the flower all though its dried and fragile. It bring me bak to that night. The first nigt we hung out. I remeber everylil detail about that night and would do anything to bring that bak. when we were laying in my bed watching tv and then when we went to her house to hang out one song kept playing over and over again in my head. i cant explain it, i cant explain how i can feel so hurt when the relationship lasted as long as it did. maybe there will be a time for us later in life but the way i feel right now i wish that time for us was now.

<3

FAR AWAY

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]
that I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]
that I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
(So far away)
been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

that I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say:
I love you
(I love you)
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
(and I forgive you)
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me and never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me and never let me go



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